This has been a crazy crazy period of time..
the main difference is?
Ormus..
Look,I know...i was born with a very scientific brain/personality so its rather hard for me to absorb..
am i cured? not yet
will i ever be? i dont know..
but my quality of life and the "not explainable" experiences are indisputable..
Since starting,ive been literally dragged down a path that ive avoided for decades by energy i have to conclude is attracted by the Ormus..
To a point where i , a perfectly lucid,intelligent woman is paranoid NOT to take it now that all this has started to move...
Energy that is part of my identity,birthright and soul has been squashed and denied for 20 yrs..This is not active,moving,flowing and attracting..Just like those books where you think in your head "as if!!!"
I tend to know when things work because when you do the dusting and cleaning,its a bit messy for a while,things are moved and moved again til everything fits in its own space (that it craves),so if everything goes a bit cookoo,i KNOW im on the right track..
prove it? i cant..and neither could the poor people that have waved this at me for a long time...
some of us have to have the faith to take it,others need the science,others need to have hit rock bottom and have no other option...
id recommend just taking it,try not to make the universe force you to,as if thats the path YOU need to take to accept,the damages that happen from having to be pushed will delay the "awesome/magical" effects that occur,i think it works a layer at a time..
i actually am expecting that once it has dealt with/stabilised my BODY, ill see even more of the spiritual being moved..
i am moving down the path,its been cleared of all the yuck,not 100% because the universe knows i need reminders to 100% benefit from my past pain/experiences...the lessons i learnt were lifesaving and priceless..
The people that are drawn to me now are literally the polar opposite of what i "naturally" attract..
Things are clearer,direction is straighter,future is brighter..
why? I have to say its the Ormus..its the only difference i have made to trigger all these events..
My science side says "prove it" but my inner child is tired of fighting and struggling and hurting and not knowing..she answers to my science side:" i dont care...i dont care if its placebo effect,i dont care if its not proven,i dont care if it NEVER is..all i care about is how undamaged i have been while taking it..the healing to my spirit is now much more imperative than my body...the bonus is i believe its working there too...maybe thats where we all go wrong..needing the proof and forgetting about faith,and magic,and love ,and fairydust..
i think its time to believe..
for me anyway this is crucial in staying alive..
