This has been a crazy crazy period of time..
the main difference is?
Ormus..
Look,I know...i was born with a very scientific brain/personality so its rather hard for me to absorb..
am i cured? not yet
will i ever be? i dont know..
but my quality of life and the "not explainable" experiences are indisputable..
Since starting,ive been literally dragged down a path that ive avoided for decades by energy i have to conclude is attracted by the Ormus..
To a point where i , a perfectly lucid,intelligent woman is paranoid NOT to take it now that all this has started to move...
Energy that is part of my identity,birthright and soul has been squashed and denied for 20 yrs..This is not active,moving,flowing and attracting..Just like those books where you think in your head "as if!!!"
I tend to know when things work because when you do the dusting and cleaning,its a bit messy for a while,things are moved and moved again til everything fits in its own space (that it craves),so if everything goes a bit cookoo,i KNOW im on the right track..
prove it? i cant..and neither could the poor people that have waved this at me for a long time...
some of us have to have the faith to take it,others need the science,others need to have hit rock bottom and have no other option...
id recommend just taking it,try not to make the universe force you to,as if thats the path YOU need to take to accept,the damages that happen from having to be pushed will delay the "awesome/magical" effects that occur,i think it works a layer at a time..
i actually am expecting that once it has dealt with/stabilised my BODY, ill see even more of the spiritual being moved..
i am moving down the path,its been cleared of all the yuck,not 100% because the universe knows i need reminders to 100% benefit from my past pain/experiences...the lessons i learnt were lifesaving and priceless..
The people that are drawn to me now are literally the polar opposite of what i "naturally" attract..
Things are clearer,direction is straighter,future is brighter..
why? I have to say its the Ormus..its the only difference i have made to trigger all these events..
My science side says "prove it" but my inner child is tired of fighting and struggling and hurting and not knowing..she answers to my science side:" i dont care...i dont care if its placebo effect,i dont care if its not proven,i dont care if it NEVER is..all i care about is how undamaged i have been while taking it..the healing to my spirit is now much more imperative than my body...the bonus is i believe its working there too...maybe thats where we all go wrong..needing the proof and forgetting about faith,and magic,and love ,and fairydust..
i think its time to believe..
for me anyway this is crucial in staying alive..
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
ORMUS?
I finally caved in...it shows just how stubborn i really am..
For the past year and a bit,its all ive heard about from a trusted family friend,natural remedy guru,favorite healer..is ORMUS
Many many pointers from the universe that i should give it a go..
and everything else aligning so i couldnt ... that should have really been enough for me to try it...but i didnt.
The fact it is "alchemy"..the name of a book i delayed giving birth for 7hrs to finish,and that i thought at the time "if this is real,then i can do it" but i never tried...life took over,or in retrospect was the world taking over and my life disappeared?
Ive been sick..for a long long time,tried a million potions,lotions,drugs,herbs,energy etc etc etc...i was pretty much over it,and whenever someone would say "ive heard of this dude that cures cancer,lupus,aids"..my mind would shut down..
My attention was prickled by the suggestion of another "cure"..what i have labeled "the cat-bed"
For years as an undiagnosed Lupus sufferer,i was told my symptoms were not real...so my scientific side went on to research what kind of mental health condition i could have that would cause me to imagine such horrific pain....my "hippie" side did what it could with what was available to cope with these "phantom" pains..
I painted my house dark,went full goth look? why? white walls burn my eyes and my brain and my migraines and anxiety that came with them dramatically reduced..
My cat started the next one...whenever id be in severe pain,id sit on my bed and just cry...my little man,Jack,would come and love upon me til i would stop crying and love him back...he would then take his position,like magic,and lay down and give me the signal..so i would lay on him,my chest almost squishing him and pat and pat and pat..the more love he got,the more healing would flow from my cat..."hippie" me would just think thats how the universe works,give love,get love..."scientific" me would accept that cats purrs vibrate at a particular frequency that allows for the rapid regeneration and re-knitting of damaged cells,muscles,bones..scientific FACT..
Id sit and imagine if i could have anything in this world,itd be a mattress full of happy cats all purring in sync,ultimate healing..
So i hear of this guy thats invented his "vibrating table" and thought "this guy's not an idiot"...if he gets the frequency right,itll be my fantasy "catbed"
But then they stuck me on Pills that made me not sure about my body for the first time ever..i never went to the catbed man, and i didnt take the Ormus..
Weeks on breakdown mode,i finally cracked..lost it,bigtime...told all my friends on fb to stick it and finally showed im human and weak like everyone else...
And of course,thats when miracles happen.
For the past year and a bit,its all ive heard about from a trusted family friend,natural remedy guru,favorite healer..is ORMUS
Many many pointers from the universe that i should give it a go..
and everything else aligning so i couldnt ... that should have really been enough for me to try it...but i didnt.
The fact it is "alchemy"..the name of a book i delayed giving birth for 7hrs to finish,and that i thought at the time "if this is real,then i can do it" but i never tried...life took over,or in retrospect was the world taking over and my life disappeared?
Ive been sick..for a long long time,tried a million potions,lotions,drugs,herbs,energy etc etc etc...i was pretty much over it,and whenever someone would say "ive heard of this dude that cures cancer,lupus,aids"..my mind would shut down..
My attention was prickled by the suggestion of another "cure"..what i have labeled "the cat-bed"
For years as an undiagnosed Lupus sufferer,i was told my symptoms were not real...so my scientific side went on to research what kind of mental health condition i could have that would cause me to imagine such horrific pain....my "hippie" side did what it could with what was available to cope with these "phantom" pains..
I painted my house dark,went full goth look? why? white walls burn my eyes and my brain and my migraines and anxiety that came with them dramatically reduced..
My cat started the next one...whenever id be in severe pain,id sit on my bed and just cry...my little man,Jack,would come and love upon me til i would stop crying and love him back...he would then take his position,like magic,and lay down and give me the signal..so i would lay on him,my chest almost squishing him and pat and pat and pat..the more love he got,the more healing would flow from my cat..."hippie" me would just think thats how the universe works,give love,get love..."scientific" me would accept that cats purrs vibrate at a particular frequency that allows for the rapid regeneration and re-knitting of damaged cells,muscles,bones..scientific FACT..
Id sit and imagine if i could have anything in this world,itd be a mattress full of happy cats all purring in sync,ultimate healing..
So i hear of this guy thats invented his "vibrating table" and thought "this guy's not an idiot"...if he gets the frequency right,itll be my fantasy "catbed"
But then they stuck me on Pills that made me not sure about my body for the first time ever..i never went to the catbed man, and i didnt take the Ormus..
Weeks on breakdown mode,i finally cracked..lost it,bigtime...told all my friends on fb to stick it and finally showed im human and weak like everyone else...
And of course,thats when miracles happen.
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